and all I can think about is while he is getting shot fighting for his dear life, where the fuck was I? If I had been there this would have never happened, he would have never even been over there!!…Tumblr family, you guys just don’t even know what I am feeling right now. My stomach is literally in nots. They said he was gunned down by his car right in front of his own buidling…I can’t take this, I swear I can’t.